Why???

" I just don't want to talk to you anymore."

Those words stung like a slap when he said them. I still wince when I think about it.

Rejection like that brings all my insecurities out.

If I were prettier,
If I were thinner,
If I were more interesting, cooler, richer....the list goes on.

I'm really resisting the urge to pick up the damn phone and call, because I don't want to look pathetic.

Goddamnit.

I think I may go get the coveted tongue piercing. I've been wanting that back for sometime.

*sigh*