Ah my Golden Haired Lad, we meet again...
2005-10-11
It was so good to see him again....to sit next to him, to talk to him, just to be near him. It was so comforting. And he said that he was sorry for the way he treated me. That meant so much that I cried when he said it. But what meant more, is that I was able to apologize. I screwed up alot, and I was able to set things straight. We're on good terms now, me and The Golden Haired One. While it was good to see him, though, I fell all over again. Again and again. He said he was proud of me, that I've become someone he's proud to know. He said that I'm a good girl. That meant alot,too. I worked hard on myself, dealing with issues and such. It meant so much that he could see how much I've changed.We're not together, we may never be, but I still love him.
I probably always will.
